The Search for Money

 Hey panda peoples, so the people around me are having trouble with money. As a teen under 16 in the U.S., it's pretty hard for me to find a job. In my neighborhood or city actually, the people don't really favor teen babysitters and blahblahblah. Not like in the movies at all. I Googled possible jobs and one that caught my eye was blogging. Problem, although I love and apperciate all the people that read my blog even if I don't post that often (Sorwey) and my writing structure sucks(Double sorwey), you do need more people to read your posts aall nd see advertisements. Yea.. Still, I know how much people hate advertisements. I would love some advice on how to make money while still in school and still under 16. Oh well. HEY MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP THIS SAT! I'm going korean style~! Any suggestions on what to do? Mmkay bai~!

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture

^.^ Emily

Pressure and Decisions

Hello Pandas~! SO I recently have been consoling a friend about her relationship problems. First of all, my opinions here are very because of the fact that I haven't really been in a relationship before but this is what I see from other people. So don't hate me alright? Mkay~! So she recently made a decision that affected the entire relationship completely. She made th e decision and was very sure that she wouldn't regret it but a couple of weeks later she started to feel the pressure and uneasiness of it. She is unsure if she made the right decision, which is always a problem for people. My other close friend and I were trying to help her steer in the right direction but it all means nothing. We can't help her with decisions because SHE is the one that has to make it.

Decisions are made every day, every second. I am making decisions right now by choosing what words to add in this blog. You can't really take back a decision made unless your the one typing. For some people, its not too hard to follow your heart but for people like me, I am very indecisive. I tend to follow what people tell me what to do. I hardly am able to make some decisions by myself. Maybe I'm not. I just can't seem to figure myself out. Like a certain YouTuber said,"You are lost as f___!" Yea. I am. Maybe its because I am afraid to stand out in a negative way. I want to be original but I'm scared to be original in a negative way. I'm not too sure how to explain it... TT.TT I mean I am fine with getting attention for like straight A's or something but I feel that I don't have the skills to stand out...OK GOING WAYYY OFF TOPIC!!

So overall, we all have to learn to make decisions. We all have to learn that we will make mistakes and to not be afraid of this. With each mistake, we have to learn from it and you will find people to help you. Alrighty? <3 Bai~!

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture

^.^ Emily

Heat/Hotness/OMG FREAKIN HAWT

Dear pandas,
IT IS FREAKIN HAWT IN THE WEST COAST!!!! JEEEEZZZZZ!!! ITS LIKE 100 DEGREES OUT HERE!!! I'm dying. Pandas don't do heat....Google it. My parents are traditional asian people. My mom is more flexible than my dad but she's not home and my daddy won't let me use the AC!!!! I sweating just sitting here. I can't focus on summer school homework in heat! Summer school has been such a pain in a pandas butt. Algebra 2.. TT.TT Who would like to tutor their favorite panda?? Any takers? No? *pout. Seriously, there are more letters than EVER!! I hate graphing like so much and now they add a z coordinate. As if graphing didn't take forever before  and I have a test on monday....OTTOKE??!!?!?!??!? I want summer school to end so bad but its taking up so much of my time. I got sick too....I think I caught a common cold. Killing mee...SHINee oppas...I need your comfort. Sadly, I make do with their music. Laters guys..need to TRY to finish my homework.

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture
^.^ Emily

Mianhae!!

 OMGOMGOMG!!! I am so sorry guys....I know I haven't been updating and stuff. There are just some personal reason that must be dealt with and I have summer activities. To add lemon to the cut, my laptop has been acting like a complete jerk and isn't helping me out at all. For some reason, it has gotten really sensitive after I got it cleaned by a family member and it messes me up when I type. I'm sorry my dear pandas but lemme come up with ideas to make it up to you and yeah. Love you guys

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture

^.^ Emily

I'm Back~!

 Hi pandas~ I'm back a bit earlier! So there will be a video....maybe...of me in San Diego sooner or later. There will not be specific posts about topics for now because I need to put stuff back and do errands. Anyways, I hope you guys didn't forget me and will continue to read and enjoy. Bai~~!

Disclaimer: I do not own this photo

^.^ Emily

Update on blogging

Hello there pandas!! So this isn't going to be much of a rant or anything today. It's kinda late and I am using my phone to update the blog. Well I am going on vacation since school's over to San Diego. I have to run laps since I'm missing tennis practice. Oh well, I'll do that when I get back. So I'll be back on Sunday and if I can get access to wifi in San Diego somewhere, I'll try to update. If not, I'll update Monday. Okay everyone? I hope you guys have a nice day/afternoon/evening~! Anyong!

^.^Emily

Fight That Wall

   Hello lovely pandas of the world~ How are you this day? So right now, it is 6:30 pm on a Sunday evening(Is 6:30 considered an evening?LOL). Anyways, I am doing my daily workout video. I'm just starting though and I don't think I can do more than two workout videos a day. Aish...my lazy self. I am trying to lose weight for the summer and have been doing this for a week and I am faced with that wall. You know that wall, where you just love sitting on your couch watching TV with the huge bag of Doritos and just stuffing yourself to the fullest. That lazy wall. My stamina and determination is fading. Right now I am trying my hardest to keep the mindset of eating healthy and staying on track. I have tennis practice every weekday but I am doing specific workouts for certain parts of my body. Anyways, I must refrain from going off track.

With everything you do, you will have to keep a strict mind. After a while, the whole idea of it gets hard and it seem WAYYY easier to give up. Totally normal but it's never good to fall into a trap and giving things up like losing weight, getting better grades, or even just a goal for the day is also normal. The hard part is to keep going and be that abnormal person. You don't want to blend in with the crowd. If you don't like too much attention but still want to stand out for yourself, here you go. Also think of all the reasons you started this. For my people that are trying to lose weight, remember that size jeans that you want to get into. Remember how your friends are getting in relationships are you're not because even though this is sad, people base their opinions on looks and you want to really catch their attention. I think I wrote enough today and I will probably get back to relationships in another blog soon. Panda Emily, out.

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture
^.^ Emily